floofisfloofy:

Oh my.

if there was a boy in the house there would be more dishes to do

a boy held the door open for me at frenchies, we made eye contact and said hi for me that’s like a first date

i have a crush on a boy i wish i could just appear in his world he would have the same feelings for me as I have for him that he would want to be with me as much as iI want to be with him

theartofanimation:

Seijun

personality passion and kindness

I put on my favorite shoes and walked around the house   he looked distressed for a moment and said yes those are great shoes  he paused for a moment and asked do you have something to wear them with  I ran to the bed room and found a matching dress we sang the model song because I m too sexy for my cat 

                And then he told me I was beautiful it slipped out and he turned red and so I looked him in the eyes and gave him a kiss

i want him to wrap his arms around me and breathe into the place where my shoulder meets my neck

the lights are off

only the sunset

comes in through the window

i have some candles lit

jazz plays in the background

i realize

that if I were in a relationship

this is the time

we would be together

just the two of us

but it’s just me

so i am alone

resting on the couch

realizing that after all these years

this is what being

 a little lonely must feel like

everyday

i think I’m a little bit more ready

to be with someone

I looked at boys differently today. I looked at the lines that kept them intact, the tint of their flesh. I didn’t want to be distant didn’t want to be inside my head of dreams. I wanted to reach out and be close. I wanted to pause a little longer beside the guy I knew was single, see if I could twinkle my eyes. I didn’t want to be safe, I wanted to do more than dream about boys.